hey everyone!!

omg!! it has been a long time i din blog~

i use 2 hv a blog which is http://sweetheart-princess.blogspot.com/
and it has been ages since da last day i blogged there...lolz...

life has past a long time since da last day i blogged... i finally finished SPM!!
i actually finished a month ago & i m back frm da genting trip we planned 4 months ago...lolz... & now, steff is at canada, frens r starting collegde... & bout me, i m workin while waiting 4 my SPM result...

during da time i was not blogging here, i actually broke up 3 times!!
OMG!!dats a lot rite? lolz
da one i was together for 10 months broke up wif me jz few days b4 SPM! cud u blive it???!! well it past... so den come a next one which din last a week & den another coming up again... wow... i sound so like a play girl~ lolx
well.....tis din last either, jz broke up & is only 4 one month!!! i damm hate myself... how cum i cant last a relationship??!! wats da prob?

i now regret 4 wat i had done but things will jz hv 2 happen 4 wat it shud b~ *sobz* sobz* i miss him so much!!!
[well....he won't b reading my blog anyway, rite? so nvm~ hehe^^]

here is da place where i cud express all my feelings!! if not... i'll go crazy!! i broke up wif him n now i m making so much noise!! wat da fxxk!!!!!!!!!! i m damm confuse now! sum1 teach me wat 2 do pls...............haiz~

i love him~ love him wif all my heart but no1 understands...
i choose 2 let go cz
~i wan 2 let him free cz he feels tired being wif me [ i dun like ppl wif me feel suffer]
~i dun wanna argue everyday... & i m da one starting it!!!
~i cant stand seeing sum1 i love unhappy [especially is cz of me!!]
~i dun wanna make sum1 i love's mood bad [cz i call or msg!! cud u blive it?]
~da one i love dun love me!!

why wud i wanna force sum1 who dun love me 2 b wif me? as long he happy... den is ok~ i do hope he is happy rite now....
dear, i do wish u r happy now without me..... *sobz* *sobz* love ya till now.....
suffering lar!! miss sum1 who doesnt love me....

when my i was in a bad mood cz of breaking up, i true fren came into my life n helped me a lot....dats hOnG*!!!
he is a fren of mine which we use 2 go 2 Mr Eng's tuition class... dat day i broke up, i went 2 check on my msn list so dat i cud find sum1 2 express my sad feelings 2... n i found him~ didnt noe it was him till we chatted half way...lolz! he did really gave me a lot of advice... he teached me 2 Love myself b4 loving sum1 elz rite? hehe^^
i thank him a lot!!! thz yea..................lolz
i remember we chatted till 4 am!!!! lolz... dat was long~ i m glad 2 hv a fren like hOnG*! he really did cared 4 me... i dunno how 2 thx tis true fren~ now... nobody noes bout my sad feelings except him.... lol.... he tried cheering me up... it did work a bit [actually, da video was stupid! lolz] i thx u wif u all my heart..... i m betta now~

though i still love him, i hope he cud hv a betta life now...... all da tears n weeping shud b gone by now... wish u all da best...

dats all 4 now... c ya guys soon~ tata