at last!!!! i'm done wif my job!

YES!!!!!!!!! HOORAY!!!

i'm out of CELIA LOE!! [longing 4 tis 2 ages... hahaha]
yesterday was my last day of work.. & i was so excited when da time i leave reaches nearer... i pakced all my things & get out of dat place in time!! da minute i step out da shop.. i was like, "THANK GOD!!! i m free!!!!" buahahahaha...

then it was time 2 celebrate! actually ming hon jz invited me 4 dinner... hahaha^^ we walk around mv jz 2 past da time... frm ground flr to 3rd flr... we walk up & down bt still dun manage 2 figure out wat 2 do.. at last, we decide 2 go & hv our meal...
da day b4 we had decided 2 go KIM GARY, & we nvr regret choosing dat place.. really enjoy da meal.. i got 2 eat my favourite "Baked Cheese Rice"!! & tried a new drink "Coconut Mango" hahaha... ming hon ate Shanghai Mee.. & passed all da "wan tan" 2me.. he said it was "DELICIOUS" hahaha... [which actually turn out 2 taste weird..] after eating.. we went on sitting down chatting.. we see those ppl paying their bill.. den we aso order another drink so dat is not dat "paiseh..." hahaha...
at last, we paid da bill.. oh no no no.. MING HON paid da bill... hahaha den off we go.. 1st time i sat his car.. haha.. not bad~ he sent me back home...

after back home, i recall those tiring time at work... i felt soooo RELAX!! i cant believe i m not workin there anymore!! hahaha..
i feel asleep... & there goes dreamland~~

a new me...

few more days & i m out of CELIA LOE!!!!!!

waiting 4 dat a long time......finally!!!!

i changed my hairstyle... & i think is ok~ my darling says i look like a japanese now but... who cares~ hahaha
well... there goes da new me~ cant wait 4 college!! & start a whole new life... now my relationship is on da path & i m satisfied wif it.. =) at least he treats me really as his love one... i appreciate it & i hope it last...

dear, being wif u made me happy.. really~ i really nvr regret doin da choice... & i wanna tell u... I LOVE U!!!!!! muacccccckkzzzzzzzzzzzzz

haiz... tired of blogging...
tell u guys bout my college when i start~ love ya *wink*

long time din blog edi...

its been a long time since da last time i blog here...

i've been buzy wif my job... preparing college & stuff...
totally exhausted tis few days but i still go thru it... no matter how hard is life, i'll nvr gv up!!

in love now~ so call...............
but i m satisfied, & i trust in fate... since i've done my best, i shud not feel sorry 4 any1... i love my life, i love my family... i love him 2... but will things turn out gd? no1 noes...
i've told myself not 2 gv up... i thought bout it for a long time & i decide 2 go thru it~ i'll try my best 2 be perfect... untill da day he decide...

omg........................
who can tell me wat i m doin is correct or wrong?
i noe ppl always say i m dumb or stupid 4 sacrificing 4 him.. but really, i nvr regret.. even we broke up b4, i still believe myself... still believe him~
i thx him 4 being there 4 me alwiz... & i'll do da same 4 him 2...
loving sum1 is 2 see him happy... as long he's happy, no matter wat i nid 2 do..
i'll do it jz 4 him.... >> cz i love him

enuf of all these nonsence... starting college on 22nd may!! excited bout it! gila~
hahahaha

c ya!

wat is goin on?

wats happening?

why is it happening?

who m i loving?

why do i do all these?

does all this worth 4 it?

all these questions... who is gonna answer me?

Pls dun take him away from me~

dear Patchy,

pls be strong... we will always be there 4 u~ plz...
hang on there.... we dun wanna let u go... pls be strong!!!!
i hv jz lost my love one & i dun wan it 2 happen again!! if u leave us, Coco will be lonely~ Patchy, pls....................... hang on there!!! u muz survive...

we pray 4 u~ hope u cud go thru tis...

no matter wat, we will always be there 4 u...

we love u dear~

i'm such an idiot....

thought he'll be da one....

but things are always out of human control... i can't do anything now but WAIT......
i've tried my best~ i've hold my tears... tried 2 be strong... i believe i can do it!! losing sum1 is nothing!!!! i'm ok!!!

well...... i dunno wat da hell is happening 2 me... & i dun wanna care~

i hv 2 mood 2 blog~ [getting ready 4 college life]

is this real??

is this really happening or i hv been dreaming all along???

he said he love me? [so sorry dat da *he* does not mean my darling... lolz] oh my dear... how cud tis be happening between us... why muz he treat me like dat? i dunno wat m i thinkin now... i m so confuse... confuse wif my feelings...

i hv been thinking so much lately... thought bout him... thought bout da one i love...
does he really love me? after all i hv done... did he appreciate it???

problems appearing but who is willing there 2 share wif me? at the end, he is there 4 me... da one who always use 2 be... but i noe is impossible between us... he'll nvr let go her cz of me... i noe dat.....

i hv been holding on 2 da one i love but it jz seems dat he doesn't care... he nvr bother if he will lose me... even though i leave him now... he will still be da same old him, doesn't effect at all!! now.. i cant cry anymore.............................

tears has STOP.... cz i dunno wat do i really feel....................
go on wif my life? sure......... but who noes will it be a happy one?