is this real??

is this really happening or i hv been dreaming all along???

he said he love me? [so sorry dat da *he* does not mean my darling... lolz] oh my dear... how cud tis be happening between us... why muz he treat me like dat? i dunno wat m i thinkin now... i m so confuse... confuse wif my feelings...

i hv been thinking so much lately... thought bout him... thought bout da one i love...
does he really love me? after all i hv done... did he appreciate it???

problems appearing but who is willing there 2 share wif me? at the end, he is there 4 me... da one who always use 2 be... but i noe is impossible between us... he'll nvr let go her cz of me... i noe dat.....

i hv been holding on 2 da one i love but it jz seems dat he doesn't care... he nvr bother if he will lose me... even though i leave him now... he will still be da same old him, doesn't effect at all!! now.. i cant cry anymore.............................

tears has STOP.... cz i dunno wat do i really feel....................
go on wif my life? sure......... but who noes will it be a happy one?