i hate work!!

i hate work... workin sux!! every morning i wake up... i really miss school so much!! cz is another suffering day 4 me at MV!!! omg.... i dunno wat 2 say but i jz hate work... da ppl there is jz not my gang... i feel so lonely... i m always scared... fear... i dunno when is da next minute i'll get scolding again.. over there, i muz do sumthing when i m free though there is no customer... i cant really get sum time 2 rest!! even my breaktime, i still hv 2 stay there!! i wanna go out & take a breath aso cannot!!! haiz..... nvm...
i m leaving in da end of february...

whenever i feel lonely, sum1 will come into my mind [bet u all shud noe who izzit...lolz] he's jz like a guardian angle of mine... he appears in my mind wheneva i m unhappy or lonely... i do hope he didnt regret choosing me... cz i noe... i m not gd enuf..*sobz*
da past haunts me always, i wud not wanna think bout it but sumtimes, i cant control myself!! i admit i m scared of losing him & da fact is... he will if he cant stand me 1 day... soon.... really soon... he might get fed up, will he? i dunno.... time will prove everything....
no matter wat, i still love him... *muax*

tired.................haiz.......
take care, bye!