wat is goin on?

wats happening?

why is it happening?

who m i loving?

why do i do all these?

does all this worth 4 it?

all these questions... who is gonna answer me?

Pls dun take him away from me~

dear Patchy,

pls be strong... we will always be there 4 u~ plz...
hang on there.... we dun wanna let u go... pls be strong!!!!
i hv jz lost my love one & i dun wan it 2 happen again!! if u leave us, Coco will be lonely~ Patchy, pls....................... hang on there!!! u muz survive...

we pray 4 u~ hope u cud go thru tis...

no matter wat, we will always be there 4 u...

we love u dear~

i'm such an idiot....

thought he'll be da one....

but things are always out of human control... i can't do anything now but WAIT......
i've tried my best~ i've hold my tears... tried 2 be strong... i believe i can do it!! losing sum1 is nothing!!!! i'm ok!!!

well...... i dunno wat da hell is happening 2 me... & i dun wanna care~

i hv 2 mood 2 blog~ [getting ready 4 college life]

is this real??

is this really happening or i hv been dreaming all along???

he said he love me? [so sorry dat da *he* does not mean my darling... lolz] oh my dear... how cud tis be happening between us... why muz he treat me like dat? i dunno wat m i thinkin now... i m so confuse... confuse wif my feelings...

i hv been thinking so much lately... thought bout him... thought bout da one i love...
does he really love me? after all i hv done... did he appreciate it???

problems appearing but who is willing there 2 share wif me? at the end, he is there 4 me... da one who always use 2 be... but i noe is impossible between us... he'll nvr let go her cz of me... i noe dat.....

i hv been holding on 2 da one i love but it jz seems dat he doesn't care... he nvr bother if he will lose me... even though i leave him now... he will still be da same old him, doesn't effect at all!! now.. i cant cry anymore.............................

tears has STOP.... cz i dunno wat do i really feel....................
go on wif my life? sure......... but who noes will it be a happy one?