pls remain.... hope no more changes...

if u cant really read wat m i typing... den dun continue reading da post dat i typed using tiny letters... read da larger wan.... [sorry if i been rude...but while typing tis, my mood is not so gud... pls understand me... thz a lot! =) ]

last nite... it was hard 4 me 2 get into sleep... i thought i'll b strong but i m wrong...
everything turned moody, i bcame so down... especially da labtop kept on hving problem.. i was so fed up & went 2 bed..
i lied down on my bed... alone in my room... he called n i pick up da phone... we chatted a while, but not as sweet as we use 2 b... he nid 2 go 4 his so call game [i think] so we put down da phone... after dat, my mind full of memories dat i hv been thru all along... it contains happy & unhappy memories... i thought about my life, i review wat i hv been thru... thought bout tis relationship dat might last 2... i still cant stand it & i was out of control...
i cried... hiding under da blanket, crying without any sound... i miss him, in my heart... i was fear i might lose him.. i dun wan 2!! i dun wanna think bout da past!! i dun wan... i nid a place 2 express my feelings n there is why i m here!! *sobz*
i miss him & i love him wif all my heart...[sorry if i typed any wrong words, u cant c anyway...lolz] i dunno wat 2 say... continue next time... betta day 2day.... da post bout 2day will b much more happier... phew..

phew........ at last i finished!! [dun read if u cant, it might spoil ur eyes, i m jz crappin my feelings out... lolz]
2day is a betta day.... cz my darling came 2 fetch me after work!! he came a bit early n waited 4 me 2 finish work... he sent me home & again... he waited 4 me downstairs...lolz... i quickly took a bath & went down.... [and.... i accidently hit Patchy's head while closing da door!! omg!! i m sorry Patchy... *sobz* i dun mean 2... i still love u, dun blame jie jie k? lolz]
after dat, he went back home & change his pants [i dunno 4 wat!! lolz... he look gd in his actual wan he is wearing... lolz] well... we had dinner & went 4 a walk at da nearby pasar mlm... & suprisingly, we meet sum1 there... after getting down frm da car.... i thought my eyes was blur but i m not!! he is in fornt of me!! [no nid 2 let u guys noe who is dat... i noe, my darling noe... dunno if he noes..lolz] we went 4 a walk... it was a boring walk but still happy cz my darling bside me.. love him! muax*
he sent me home after walking at da pasar mlm... miss da kiss he gave me on da forehead... ooooo.. so *sweet* [stupid me!! lolz] after dat, i went home & here i m, blogging "nonsence"...lolz...

i miss him so much now... dunno y, he kept appearin in my mind!!
dear, do u noe i love u so much?

dats all 4 now... -take care-