i love *him* so much~

these few days....

he has been so busy cz of me... he sent me 2 work & fetched me after work... he was there 4 me when i was unhappy & nvr failed cheering me up =)
he was caring & helped me a lot in EVERYTHING.. dats i *LOVE* him...
he nvr complaint bout our relationship [mayb his heart did... i dunno~ lolz^^] & i learnt 2 b more understanding... i m not da one i use 2 b anymore, i din change myself 4 love but 4 MYSELF!! a person shud change when she understands wat is wrong... i wanna b betta... *SUPPORT* me?

My job nvr gets any betta..

i hate my job & i m happy dat i m leaving after next month!!!
everyday, i dunno wat did i do wrong... [y muz gv me those kind of attitude???]
my supervisor 2day... she served a customer, afraid she will say i din help her... i tried helping~ when da customer left while considering, my supervisor told EVERYONE, "if da customer comes back, i gv 10% & dats under mine.." wat does she mean by dat? she wanna say dat i din help her so i cud not get da comission? who cares!! i noe she doesnt gets comission cz she is a supervisor but wat kind of attitude is dat!!?? she gv me a long face & wat she expect me 2 say??? i jz said, "ok.." who wans dat a bit of money, i dun care!! i nearly cried cz of all these preasure i get while working!! i thought of my darling & i miss him... i went 2 da toilet & i cried... i cant stand it anymore!!!!!! i called him but he jz woke up, i dunno how 2 tell him... but i was so unhappy... i noe he's tired & i dun wanna bother him... so i nvr mention a thing! [shud dat b da reason i called him?] preasured.......i m really cant take it anymore... i really wanna cry it out so dat i cud feel betta... i m tired of it!! =(

when i always feel unhappy, i think of *him*... den i'll tell myself, "its ok... everything will b fine~ my darling is there 4 me..."

thx 4 being there 4 me... if u do love me, i m glad i founded u...
i love u~ *muax*

dats all for now, love u~ muax!