Appreciate wat i hv....

*who really cares bout *4eva love*?

*shud we appreciate wat we hv now?

*will things really last if we believe in it?

a nite we chatted...
chatted bout a lot things.. things we went thru...
it was like chattin wif a fren.. a fren who i believes in.. made me thought of sum ppl which were in my life & gave me support always... its been a long time..
i miss them so much..

*Boon Pink*
a fren of mine... who was da first person i really believe with..
i recall da 1st time we meet... i was a prefect & i was there 2 take care of his class!! lolz...
i was jz only form 2!!! lolz... he was form 3 & i notice he was da best looking guy among da others.. since then, poi chin & i started noticing him..
are we lucky or wat.. lolz.. his fren yow fei actually wanted 2 tackle poi chin!! lolz... [she is pretty~]
frm there we get da chance 2 noe boon pink... we were so childish!! lolz... so happy cz we get 2 noe him..
after not long, poi chin & boon pink actually coupled!!!!! lolz... of cz yow fei was a bit da sad...
they were goin well frm da start & there comes sum1 who tore them both apart... poi chin's feelin 2 him wasn't strong enuf.. she choosed da other guy, left boon pink... being da best fren of da one he loved, he called me 2 ask 4 help.. but there wasn't anything i cud do...
i started comforting him & there is when we started 2 b gud frenz..
when i was always unhappy, he will b there 4 me... i told him everything & i was glad dat he was there 2 listen... he came into my life as a fren... a really gud fren i nvr had.. he nvr left me alone when i m lonely..
everytime i feel unhappy, he is da 1st person who comes into my mind... till now, i still miss him..
we both almost coupled... but in d end, we notice we arent meant 2 b 2gether... [though we admited we like each other... lolz^^ ] still remember da time i asked him, " DO U LIKE ME? JZ ANSWER YES OR NO!!" lolz...a bit da straight rite? lolz^^ & he answered me wif a soft voice, "yes..." but still.... we thought bout it wisely & decided 2 remain as frenz...
it has been so long since da last time i saw him... da last time we chatted was like ages ago...
though time has past, but da trust i hv in him nvr fade away..
i really hope fate will bring us 2gether again... a friendship da will nvr ends...
boon pink, thx...

*Chun Kee*
lets recall how we knew each other...
oh yar!! he was aubrey's bf... lolz^^
he had aubrey & i had thiam chye... [aubrey & thiam chaye = so call brother & sisters]
i saw both of them got 2gether... saw them hving porblem wif their relationship... saw how aubrey hurted him.. saw aubrey leaving him...
remember da time he called 2 tell me dat he & aub broke up, he cried... he did love aubrey a lot!!
but they got back later........... -.-" lolz..
then i saw how he loved aubrey & wat he done 4 her... *so touching*
we bcame frenz cz we share sumthing in common.. da attitude our patners has [like settling relatationship problems by breaking up..]
we chatted so much bout feelings & everytime we chat... we chat really long.....
he was a true fren, really cares 4 me.. he felt heartahce when i m hurt... he always hear me crying over da phone & comfort me... till da time i was hurted by choong yik, he asked me.. he said he will take care me & love me.. but...................
lolz.... things go funny again!! we tried being 2gether 1 week & we still prefer being frenz.. lolz..
mayb we r 2 close & we noe each other 2 much.. so we still appreciates da friendship we use 2 hv...
once a while, he calls... i can feel his care... thz a lot!
chun kee, thz 4 being there...

*Alex*
alex... my pet bro...
knew him during my first job in metrojaya!!! lolz...
dat was da best job i eva had... he was working at Renoma & i was at Valentino...
being da youngest & only teenage girl there, every1 take cares me a lot!! especially ah sheat & alex.. after aub came 2 visit me, i only knew dat his gf was one of da 4 flowers in our sch, min huah!! lolz... i was so suprise!! he was my senior.. elder dan me 3 years...
after a month workin, we had bcame so call bro & sis... he really treats me like his own sis.. cares bout me & nvr complains!! lolz...
though later we seldom meet, he still calls me & cares bout me.. he really remembered me!!!!! *proud 2 hv him as a bro*
when i felt lost, he stood up 4 me... lolz [still remember while i was at tmn sg besi, thx kor!!!!!!!]
till now, he still cares.. & i really thx him 4 all da advice he gave me.. i hv learnt a lot!!
thx 2 my dear bro.... *promise* i'll live betta.. dun worry =)


these r all da ppl who came into my life & helped me a lot while dealing wif my miserable life~
i truly thx them & i hope i'll meet them soon... is been ages since da last time i saw them!! but da caring they gave me remains in my heart always no matter how long time had past..
i love u guys.. *best wishes* in u guys' life & i promise 2 b strong!!! thx 4 ya supports, muax!!

*may my friendship wif them nvr ends~ god bless...